hey you guys...i got a new xanga username just because...yeah well anyways....its

beccaissocool

yeah well..theres not anything on there yet sooooo yeah...bye

ookey doke...

this weekend i had a soccer tournament...i was at the soccer fields all day yesterday since 6:30 in the mornin til like 6 or 7 at night....we won all our games, was the only team to beat SWJ and the only one who ever has, and there was only 3 goals scored on me all day long! :) then today our team made it to the finals and won 2-0 against SWJ...thats twice in a row! we got first place in the tournament and got these cool trophy/plack(sp) thingies...

tonight i went to church....i WAS gonna go out to eat with hannah and cody and everybody but then...once again...i was being "bad" in church so one again my dad wouldnt let me go...i wasnt even doin anything! my mom was even gonna let me go but she didnt have any money so she told me to go ask my dad for money so i did and he didnt have any so i went back and got the little money she had and i was just gonna get a drink and not eat but then my dad said i couldnt go so....gosh...that IDIOT....he makes me so MAD! me and hannah werent even talkin! if i even LOOK at her he thinks im talkin...its like if im not just perfect then i cant do anything....i havent been home or done anything with my friends all weekend cuz of soccer and the one chance i get he wont let me go! uuuugggghhhhhh it makes me MAD!

ok i am happy,mad,sad,and annoyed all at the same time...

oookey doke...

this weekend was sooooo much fun! friday jessica came over. we sat there for a while because my mom wouldnt take us to the game...after a while we called hannah (or maybe she called us)...anyways when we called her she didnt pick up the phone so we left a really weird message on her phone...then we called phoebe and she didnt pick up...so then we called tori and just sat there and talked to her...we wanted to go to the game so when we got off the phone we finally just called jessicas mom and she came and got us and took us up there...sooo we tired to find hannah, phoebe, and cody....they obviously didnt want us around them since they kept tellin us all the places they werent but we finally found them...not that it MATTERED since they were bein RUDDDEEE and ignored us anyway....so then we lost 75-0 so we came back home....then we sat here some more...then we went and watched austin powers and went to bed...

saturday we woke up and went to my soccer game which our team won...then we picked tori up and went back to my house...then we went to another one of my soccer games which we either tied or lost..i dont remember...then we like flew home and i took a shower...then we all piled up in "the van" and went to the movies to see Napolean Dynamite...THAT IS THE GREATEST MOVIE EVER!!!....goosssshhhh...you iddddiiiiooooottttt... hahahahah i loved it!..then we didnt know what we were doing so we went to sonic and got food...then we still didnt know what we were doing so we went to meagans house and ate and decided we were going to jessicas house....soooo we all went there....

today...i went to the methodist church...i like their church a lot....its more exciting than our old pastor....then we went back to jessicas and got pizza...then we sat there and listened to music and stuff...then uhhhh we all went home... NOW i am realllly bored

i am also annoyed at some people...

1.Hannah- she is so caught up with cody that she hasnt realized that she is being a jerk to most of the rest of us....and for bein such flirt because she gets all the guys and none are left for us

2. Phoebe- she acts like COMPLETELY different people. when shes around me shes real nice and everything but if im around her anywhere else she is a jerk and makes it seem like we are not friends at all

3. i'm kinda annoyed at cody cuz he is startin to be a butt too

annnnd thats pretty much it...im also annoyed at everybody bein all..."oh thats my girlfriend/boyfriend" and "so and so likes me and i like them" just because no one likes me  

im bored and i dont have like any good music...that sucks

ack! my computer has a virus! when i turn it on itll turn on but then itll shut back down....thats not cool! if anyone knows how to fix this please let me know because i have no clue what to do and my dad wont do anything about it...soooooo if you can help please do!

today i put up and gave out all my stuff for vice prez...i think im gonna get a lotta votes...i hope so at least...that would be cool....

welllll my brothers bein retarded and gettin on my nerves soooo im gonna go....bye!

i am SOOOO MAD!

i havent gone and done anything with anybody like my friends in forever then tonight after church we were all gonna go out to eat...i was excited....but then...when church was over...my dad said i couldnt go because "i had already "socialized" enough" and i was like ummm no i didnt do anything to NOT be able to go...and he was like "you sat up there and talked the whole time" and i was like WHAT THE CRAP ARE YOU TALKIN ABOUT?!? the only thing we did was laugh sometimes (not very often) because phoebe was bein so weird...sooo i was told i couldnt go....I AM SO F*CKIN MAD!!!! i wanted to go soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad! i mean, the first time bro.scott says we're goin out to eat and its at the beginning of a new school year EVERYBODY goes.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! i am SO MAD! this absolutely SUCKS!